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Name: Cassandra
Birthday: 10/6/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: first of all God, then playing guitar, dancing, extreme skating, music, candles, sunshine, good romance movies, good books, and helping people when they need it.
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Member Since:
5/26/2004
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I feel that I kind of owe an explanation for the reasons of such a sudden, and surprising break up.
I was very surprised as well, when I finally came to the realization of it all. Mostly in the past two months I started praying a lot, and just asking God what I need to do because I felt like this relationship was not what God had planned for our lives. We were both hurting all the time, and we didn’t have God as the main focus of our relationship. I think that I knew for a long time that God was telling me that we just needed to break things up. I tried to ignore it because I didn’t want to deal with it, and I didn’t want to let him go.
I knew what had to happen, so I told Jason that we needed to talk. I was a little surprised and relived that he had been thinking, and praying about the same things. We both just agreed that out relationship wasn’t what God had planned, and we both needed to find God and ourselves again.
As some of you know this was my first relationship, and I wasn’t entirely sure how it was supposed to work. I am not saying this as an excuse I knew for the most part what was supposed to happen. Instead I am saying this because this is also my first break up, and I don’t want any one to pretend like nothing has happened. I’m not saying you have to, but you can talk to me about it. If you have questions that need answered I would be more than willing to answer them.
Jason and I will still be good friends, and there are no hard feelings. I just wanted you to know that we will both be okay, and we know that God has an amazing plan for our lives. I’m sorry if things will be awkward for a while. I think that it would help if you can just be there for us, and ask us how we are doing every now and then. I am doing better then I thought I would, and questions definitely aren’t bad. In fact I appreciate them.
I just want to say thank you for being here for us, and I know that with God’s help everything will work out just fine in the end.
Cassandra | | |
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So, all I can say about The Departed is NEVER EVER SEE IT! Unless of course you like movies where EVERYTHING goes wrong in the end. It was a good movie until the end. I was going to be okay with it, and then the end had to happen… Stupid end!
My birthday was really fun though! I love spending time with my mom, and I got to see me grandma and grandpa. That was nice. No surprises though… I like those.
I really wish it could just be warm all the time!
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Am I really going to be 19? ... weird.
So, my birthday is tomorrow and my mom is taking me to a movie and dinner. The problem is, I don't know what to see. We were going to see Little Miss Sunshine, but it's not in Cadillac anymore. That made me really sad. I think I am going to see The Departed. I don't know if I should though. It's really the only good movie in that theater.
Birthdays aren't as exciting when you get older...
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| Well, Cassandra is currently going to Ferris. I think I like it. I don't really know how I feel about it yet. Most of the time I feel very lonely. I'm not very good at meeting new people. I also feel like I spend all of my time driving here and there. That's what I get I guess
Nathan is going to school this year. The first day was really rough for him but I think he's going to like it. Yesterday he came home and said, I'm beginning to think there's no normal people in Evart. I laughed out loud.
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| Cassie finally has her very own drivers licence! Yes, that means I can finally drive by myself! I passed the driving test the first time. I was very surprised! I have been driving for at least 3 years though...
Next week is week 9 at camp. I am going to be activity staff... maybe. I don't know for sure. I also may be a counselor week 10. That would be exciting! I think that I would like to be a counselor.
For those of you who didn't know, I am going to be a teacher at Kate's studio. We just had a meeting yesterday and I am so excited now! I am teaching 2 modern classes and 1 ballet/tap class. I can't wait, I think it's going to be so much fun!
Well, I am very ready for camp to be over! I wish there was still 10 months of summer left though! There's so much drama at camp that I'm just sick of! Especially the drama in my cabin! Oh well, there's only 2 weeks left.
I'm almost free! | | |
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